Miss Elgersma's Notes

Orange and Yellow

2012-02-16T19:01:00.000-08:00

I'm eating bananas and drinking orange juice to try and raise my potassium level. It's too low, and if it stays low, they won't do the procedure tomorrow and I'd really like to have it done so we can carry on with further treatments. My onc. called this evening and said this (meaning the procedure) would really help to protect and strengthen my kidneys.
Pulled out two prayer rocks this afternoon - hope and gladness. My hope is in Christ alone and I have a saying on my fridge that says, "Every suffering can be blessed because it hollows out a place in us for God and His comfort, which is infinite joy." I think I put that on my blog before but this is a good time to see it again.

Hoping in Him,
Sandra

What Next?

2012-02-15T21:34:00.000-08:00

Quite the day! I had an appointment with my GP and another one with a specialist soon after. I wasn't home again until 8:00 p.m. this evening. A lot to process and a lot to take in. Even more to pray about. I will be having an emergency procedure this weekend to keep my kidneys functioning well and to solve the kidney problem. I'm sure hoping that will help the high blood pressure and the headaches, too.

Please pray that I can have the procedure done on Friday. If it doesn't

happen then, it will happen on Saturday or even Sunday. Pray that I can stay calm and that my veins will co-operate.

A reminder to me: "Be still my child, I know your way;

And I will guide for My name's sake.

Plunge in the rivers of my grace;

Rest in the arms of My embrace."

In His love,

Sandra

The Gift of Music

2012-02-13T17:24:00.000-08:00

Yesterday morning I had to go for blood work and after that my sister drove us to our parent's place. We had a wonderful day together and my mom and I played a game on my new iPad. How fun is that?! Today was a pretty good day although a bit headachey( is that even a word?) this afternoon. Now I'm just enjoying some beautiful music and resting in my chair. I was reminded again how soothing and calming music is to me. God gave us such a beautiful gift in the ability to create harmonious sounds and melodies.

My prayer rocks gave me reminders of God's strength, joy, and faithfulness. How comforting in the middle of uncertainty and unknowns.

Trusting in the Father,

Sandra

From My Chair

2012-02-11T20:46:00.000-08:00

It's been a very quiet day after our emergency room trip last night. My blood pressure dropped and I became very faint. All is well again and I am fine but I had absolutely no energy today so I basically sat in my chair. I love my chair and my iPad. Headaches continue to stay away for which I am very thankful. I'm also thankful for my family who are there for me at every twist and turn. So we carry on and pray for another good week, minus the hospital trip. Sabbath blessings to you. I miss going to church but just am not able to do that right now.

In Christ's abiding love,

Sandra

God Is My Rock

2012-02-10T17:47:00.000-08:00

Wow,this has been a much better week. The headaches are much improved. The new medication is working well and I enjoy the days without pain. Today I went for another kidney scan. I really hope this scan tells them what they need to know to solve the poor kidney function.

Both my sisters and my sister-in-law and I have spent time together this week. We have had a good time with crafting, talking, lots of giggling, of course, and just enjoying our time together. My sister from Alberta is here for another few days yet.

Yesterday I received a glass vase full of prayer rocks from the students at my school. What a treasure to read their encouraging words and know they are praying fervently, too.

I will proclaim the name of the Lord.

Oh, praise the greatness of our God!

HE IS THE ROCK, His works are perfect,

and all His ways are just.

A faithful God who does no wrong,

Upright and just is He.

Deut. 32:3,4

Abiding in God's faithfulness,

Sandra

To the Hills I Lift My Eyes

2012-02-07T16:39:00.000-08:00

Today has been a good day, meaning the headache didn't make me sick today and the new medication is working. This afternoon my oncologist called to let me know that the CT head scan I had last week was fine. What a relief to hear that great news! I went for blood work and it only took one little poke!
The pictures are from atop Eagle Mountain this afternoon. I sat on the bench up there and just reveled in God's creation. The sunshine warmed me and Mt. Baker was spectacular.
To the hills I lift my eyes;
Whence shall help for me arise?
From the Lord comes all my aid,
who the heavens and earth has made. (Song based on Ps.121)

Warmed by His love,
Sandra

Big Surprise!!!!

2012-02-06T20:33:00.000-08:00

This blog comes to you from my brand new IPad. This afternoon some of my staff came to my house and brought this wonderful gift! I can't believe it! The students at our fabulous elementary school collected money so we can stay connected. Thank you so very much, students. You have surprised me and I am amazed. I can't thank you enough. I'm still getting used to operating this new gadget but I love how light and compact this is! I will certainly get a lot of use out of this. I'll easily be able to take this along into waiting rooms as I go for yet another appointment. Thank you,thank you.

Time to get ready for bed. Today started out with a severe headache and later in the morning another doctor's visit. I got some new medication and I hope that will keep those headaches away. Have a wonderful day tomorrow and you can be sure I will enjoy my fantastic new toy!!

Love, Sandra

Wrapped in love

2012-02-05T19:05:00.000-08:00

A quiet Sunday evening and though I've been struggling with a headache all day, it's not been so debilitating that I could not enjoy a visit with my parents and a friend. Yesterday was a wonderful day - totally headache free, (making up for Friday which was absolutely not good!). I was able to attend a Vancouver Symphony concert last night with friends. It was a fabulous and beautiful program with music by Russian composers. We got to enjoy the music and story of Peter and the Wolf by Prokofiev and the excitement and vibrancy of Marche Slav by Tchaikovsky, as well as other music. Great fun!
"The Lord your God is with you, He is mighty to save.
He will take great delight in you, He will quiet you with His love.
He will rejoice over you with singing." Zeph. 3:17

Quieted in love,
Sandra

2012-02-01T17:49:00.000-08:00

My sister came this afternoon so while she's preparing supper I'll update you. I had an appointment with my GP today and he said the renal ultrasound showed that there is a blockage of some sort somewhere in my kidneys (I'm not sure about the details here). Now we have to do a more specific test to find out what to do about this problem. So I'm waiting for a phonecall from the hospital for another appointment. That's all I seem to be doing these days - going from one appointment to another. I just would really like this kidney problem to be solved. My GP gave me some more medication for the high blood pressure. The list of prescriptions just grows and grows... I see my GP again next week. Once I got my headache under control this morning the rest of today went quite well. Now I'm sitting cosily by the fire, enjoying my company, and looking forward to a restful evening.
Thank you for keeping me in your prayers, all of you out there. In God's time...

Love,
Sandra

P.S. Of course, now I've had supper, and it was delicious! Thanks for preparing it, Audrey.

Veins

2012-01-30T21:00:00.000-08:00

Well...yesterday and today were headache days again. This morning I went for bloodwork but that didn't go too well. After three tries we decided to stop and try again tomorrow. Three new bruises is enough. I also have a head CT scan tomorrow. Please pray that the veins will be "poppin' up" and the scan will go well. Is there a special food you can eat to make veins thick and bountiful?
A day sure goes by quickly. Evenings are the best time for me because then my headaches are gone. What a blessing to be able to sleep and rest well.

In His love,
Sandra

A Saturday Blessing

2012-01-28T17:00:00.000-08:00

Hey, I've not had a headache at all today and I didn't have to take any strong medication to keep it away! That's a first in a couple of weeks. How wonderful!
Thank you for continuing to pray and sending words of encouragement and strength my way. Psalm 145, Psalm 20, and Tear Soup, among others. I sure am feeling the support and love of God's people and I feel so blessed to be in His care.
"The Lord is faithful to all His promises and loving toward all He has made." (Psalm 145: 13b)

Yes, He reigns!!
Sandra

More tests

2012-01-26T20:41:00.000-08:00

An early morning wake-up call from the hospital asked me to come in today for a renal ultrasound. So I had that done today and hopefully it will give us some answers about my kidney problems. Yesterday I saw my GP and he ordered the ultrasound. He thinks the headaches, swollen legs, decreased kidney function, and high blood pressure may all be related and part of the same problem. Please pray that we can get answers in this next week. Meanwhile I feel like a walking pharmacy - so many different drugs!
It was a good afternoon of visits with family and friends, phone calls, cups of tea with cookies, and now a quiet evening.

Love in Christ,
Sandra

Step By Step

2012-01-24T14:55:00.000-08:00

I went to see my oncologist this morning and there are a few problems we have to look into. My kidneys are not functioning well, my blood pressure is too high, my legs are swelling up again, and I have just too many headaches. The biggest thing is that the tumour marker has more than doubled. My oncologist wants to wait one more month in the hope that the tumour marker will still go down before she starts any other chemotherapy. I am on a chemo drug right now but it doesn't seem to be too effective at this point. In the meanwhile I have to see my own GP to solve the other problems. I'm just thankful to be breathing so well, but there is the possibility, of course, that the fluid will build up again. Please pray fervently with me that the cancer will stop advancing and the tumour marker will go down.
I am looking forward to another friend arriving this evening and I hope that I can do a little more now that the breathing is easier. What a journey - with so many twists and turns.
"And step by step you'll lead me - and I will follow You all my days!"

In His footsteps,
Sandra

What a difference!

2012-01-23T20:42:00.000-08:00

The fluid has been drained and I noticed the difference right away. I can breathe deeper and easier. It took several hours but the procedure went smoothly. The drainage site is rather tender but that will heal. I had a migraine headache, however, so that made the day a little harder. This evening I'm feeling much better and I'm finally able to stay awake for a few hours. I'm looking forward to sleeping comfortably tonight. Tomorrow morning I see my oncologist. Please pray for wisdom and strength and a plan for how to proceed next.

Love,
Sandra

Grace Alone

2012-01-22T17:25:00.000-08:00

This morning I played piano in church and I really enjoyed being able to do that. I would have liked to be able to sing along but that's too difficult right now with my poor breathing.
I go into the hospital tomorrow morning at 8:00 a.m. and the procedure for draining the fluid takes 2-5 hours. My sister-in-law and my friend will come with me. I will probably be sedated or put under because I can't eat overnight and someone has to take me home.
As we sang this morning: "Grace alone which God supplies,
Strength unknown He will provide.
Christ in us, our Cornerstone.
We will go forth in grace alone."

In His strength,
Sandra

Blackberry Crisp

2012-01-20T20:45:00.000-08:00

We made a very delicious blackberry crisp for dessert tonight! I have a friend here and we've been having a very good time - visiting and looking at pictures and baking a crisp and talking, and talking, and talking some more.
Even though it's been difficult to get around I have enjoyed the snow outside. This morning we could see prints in the snow - I think possibly the deer were walking around my house, looking for food, I guess. It's pouring rain outside now. Could be a pretty slushy mess in the morning.
It was a good day today and as long as I don't do too much I can breathe alright. On Monday morning early I will have my lung drained. I'm looking forward to the relief it will bring.

Blessings,
Sandra

COLD!!

2012-01-17T20:50:00.001-08:00

Oh yes - it's certainly winter out there. It's snowy and cold! Tonight is supposed to go down to -14 Celsius. That's cold for this corner of the country. It sure looks beautiful, however.
This morning my brother took me for blood work. Because there weren't a lot of people out I didn't have to wait one second in the lab. My veins co-operated and the blood work was quick and painless.
This afternoon my GP and oncologist set things up so that I can have the fluid drained from my lungs. I can't have it done until Monday because I am on blood thinners right now and I have to be off of them for about one week before the procedure can be done. That will really help my breathing to be less laborious.
It was a good day today. I got to visit with all my brothers and sisters, by Skype or phone or in person. I thank God for the gift of today.

In my Saviour's loving care,
Sandra

Snow coming?

2012-01-13T20:22:00.000-08:00

I just finished sewing a little tablecloth for the table in my kitchen nook. That was fun to do. But now I shall connect with you again. I didn't realize that I haven't posted all week. Oh dear!
This morning I checked in with my doctor because my right side has continued to be painful and it's just been difficult to move around and breathe. As long as I remain still I can manage but it's been this way for three weeks now. I got some new medication and that's eased the pain a bit and I also went for an x-ray to check out my ribs. I'm so thankful for our health care professionals - their care and compassion.
Have a wonderful day tomorrow. There might even be some snow out there by the morning.

Love, Sandra

Always the same

2012-01-09T20:40:00.000-08:00

A relaxing, quiet day. My niece left this morning so the house is very still again. My breathing continues to be less painful and for that I am very grateful.
I received a beautiful calendar from a friend and it has The Lorica printed on it. The Lorica is a prayer for protection and I've been listening to that song as written by Gayle Salmond, and sung by Steve Bell. It's going around in my head and it's been such a comfort to me. Yesterday in church we heard a sermon on Psalm 102 - changes all around us, but God is always the same. What a calm assurance!
"In the beginning You laid the foundations of the earth, and the heavens are the work of Your hands.... But You remain the same, and Your years will never end." (Psalm 102:25,27)

In His love,
Sandra

Breathing easier

2012-01-06T20:01:00.000-08:00

Today was the best day of this week. It wasn't so painful to breathe and that made a huge difference on the day. I'm literally breathing a sigh of relief. I had more energy and so my niece and I went to visit my sister and my parents. We had a nice afternoon, even though the weather was rather dreary and wet. I'm just amazed at how mild it has been this winter so far.
And I am amazed and encouraged by God's love shown through His people - phone calls, a beautiful calendar, visits, family time, prayers, cards in the mail, meals to the door, and gentle hugs.

Love, Sandra

The small things

2012-01-04T21:07:00.000-08:00

Today another of my nieces arrived to stay with me for several days. I love the company. I had another niece here for a week and a nephew stayed a couple of days as well. The last few days have been difficult because my right side is rather painful. Both my GP and my oncologist think it is pleuritic pain caused by some sort of irritation to the lining of the lung. So every breath is rather painful and it's best when I am very still and not doing too much of anything. I am very good friends with my recliner chair right now, that's for sure!
My nephew installed a new faucet in my kitchen this morning. Now I don't have to worry about the handle flipping off, like it was doing before. Ah, the small things that make such a difference!
It's nice to be blogging again, just keeping in touch with you. I'll have to put up some new pictures on this post. And the last few days really affirmed for me that I cannot teach right now.

In His love,
Sandra

2012

2012-01-01T17:29:00.000-08:00

Just thought I'd like to start blogging again...
As you may already know, the cancer is once again present in my body, specifically in the lining of my left lung. I can tell that I have to work harder for my air, especially when I am lying down, and when I'm trying to sing a long phrase. I will not resume teaching in this new year and that I will desperately miss. However, I know that I need to rest right now. My body is working hard - I am on blood thinners for a clot in my left leg, and my kidneys have decreased in function, probably from all the drugs I've been on. I am now on a new drug and that new drug has to do two things by Jan.24, when I next see my oncologist. It has to lower my tumour marker, which continues to rise, and the fluid in my left lung has to stop piling up. Please pray with me for healing.
It's 2012, a new year, and I have no idea what this year will hold. But this I know for sure - God will be in this year - in His faithfulness, His love, His care, His compassion, and His grace. In Him alone I place my hope. In Him alone I go down this road of uncertainty.

Blessings to you in 2012!
Sandra

I Miss the Lupins!

2011-07-26T16:55:00.000-07:00

As you know, I'm back home again in B.C. It sure was a great two weeks in Newfoundland and I miss those beautiful, purple flowers on the side of the road everywhere we went. I finally got my pictures on my computer so I could post some of them here. Have a look - what a beautiful province!

It's just nice to have free time to read, and walk, and play piano, and sew, and do some ironing! Summer holidays - oh, how lovely!

Relaxing-ly,

Sandra

Newfoundland continued...

2011-07-15T06:23:00.001-07:00

Festival 500 is over. It was a fantastic week and our grand finale concert on Wednesday night was absolutely fabulous. It was held in Mile One Stadium and there was a crowd of about 5000 people. It was an incredible experience and I'm still humming the songs! Now my niece and I are being tourists once again and exploring the area. We walked around in the city of St.John's yesterday and picked up a few souvenirs. We went to The Rooms, a museum and art gallery, and a very big old church, the Basilica of St.John the Baptist. We had to dodge the rain a bit because yesterday was very cold (only 7 degrees!) and rainy. Certainly didn't feel like a summer day. Today is warmer but still wet and somewhat foggy. All part of the Newfoundland experience. Now we're off again to do some more exploring...and maybe even see whales again!

Way out east,

Sandra

Still singing...

2011-07-08T09:49:00.000-07:00

We had a great practice today! The songs we are singing at Festival 500 are just wonderful and challenging, too. It's so exciting to be part of a large choir. Last night we went to an awesome concert and an Indonesian Children's Choir was singing. They were phenomenal!! It was so inspiring to hear and see them. They do a lot of dancing along with their singing. It was incredible! Tonight we go to another concert with some different choirs. I love it! Right now it's the middle of the afternoon and I'm taking a break so I have the energy to keep on going. We start every day at 8:30 a.m. with choir practice, and that carries on into workshop sessions, and then we end with choir concerts at 10:00 p.m. Definitely a full day! The weather continues to be sunny and warm - today there's a nice, cool ocean breeze.

I hope you are having a good summer, too.

Love, Sandra

Festival 500

2011-07-06T09:22:00.000-07:00

Hello and welcome back to my blogspot. Just thought I'd let you know about my exciting and thrilling adventure!! I am in Newfoundland!! I flew here with my niece on Saturday and we are staying near St.John's at a friend's place. We've already had three exciting days of sightseeing and visiting and finding out what it's like to be a Newfoundlander! We've seen whales and gannets galore and my niece saw dolphins, too. The weather has been beautiful for the most part and today is actually quite warm.

This afternoon Festival 500 begins. This is an international choral festival held here every other year for one week. There are about 23 choirs from all over the world, clinicians and conductors, and vocal ensembles. We have concerts every evening and tonight is the Opening Gala concert. My niece and I are participating in a choir as well so we will be rehearsing our songs every morning for the next 6 days. Joy, joy!!!

If I knew how to get some pictures of Newfoundland on my blog (I'm not on my own computer) I would do that but for now just believe me when I say it is spectacular here!

Singing His praises for sure!!

Sandra

Joy to the World

2010-12-12T16:35:00.000-08:00

I can't believe it's only one more week of school before Christmas holidays. My body is tired and I'm looking forward to the break, but I'm also very thankful and delighted to have been able to teach this whole term, with only a few days off here and there, and only one cold.
Today we lit the candle of joy in the Advent wreath. "The Lord your God is with you, He is mighty to save. He will take great delight in you, He will quiet you with His love, He will rejoice over you with singing. " (Zeph.3:17). Rejoice! Joy to the world, the Lord is come!

Singing Christmas praises,
Sandra

A Real Relief

2010-12-02T19:05:00.001-08:00

Just had to share some good news with you all. Yesterday I received word from the Cancer Hereditary program that I do not have the BRCA gene. I had the risk factors for the gene so doctors thought I may have it, but thankfully, I do not. It's great news for my family because that means it's not a genetic form of cancer that I had, as far as they know right now. Of course, research is ongoing but at this time, it's a real relief.
It took over a year to get the results of this testing, so it's been a long wait, but that's over. Another stepping stone on the journey to being well again. Praise God!

Love, Sandra

Cold, cold, cold!

2010-11-21T20:13:00.001-08:00

It has turned to winter this past weekend with very cold temperatures. Brrrr! I can't believe we're into the second last week of November. The school year is just flying by. I can tell that I've been teaching for awhile now. I do need my weekends to catch up and rest. I'm praying for strength in this time of the school year. This week we have parent-teacher conferences and report cards are just around the corner. Busy, busy. I think my shoulder is a little better, though. Occasionally I am reaching back to put my arm into my coat sleeve, and I haven't been able to do that since about February.
Have a wonderful week, enjoying the cool, winter weather.

Love, Sandra

Sing Praises

2010-11-07T20:24:00.000-08:00

Last week was a very good one. Teaching went well and I had a good amount of energy each day. I sure enjoyed some of the beautiful sunny days we had. I hear the rain pouring down on my skylight right now. This week will have a break in it because on Thursday there is no school due to Remembrance Day.
"Sing praise to God who reigns above, the God of all creation,
The God of power, the God of love, the God of our salvation."

Singing His praises,
Sandra

A too-long delay!

2010-10-31T16:45:00.000-07:00

Sorry about the long delay in blog entries. I was going to stop, and then I thought I should continue on, and then I was sick, and the excuses could go on... but anyways, I'm doing alright. Teaching continues to be a great joy and, of course, that keeps me busy each day. I am at school from 9-3 each day, and I can tell I have been teaching for two months. I caught my first cold but I am feeling better again. I struggle with the lymphedema causing pain in my left arm, and my shoulder continues to be sore. That's probably the most frustrating for me right now. I am still going for massage therapy and that has helped me the most lately.
Thank you for your continued prayers and ongoing support. Let me see if I can get back on track at keeping this blog a little more current. I do enjoy connecting with you. Time for some new pictures, too, don't you think?

Have a great week!
Love, Sandra

Thanksgiving weekend

2010-10-10T15:24:00.000-07:00

It's Thanksgiving weekend! Tomorrow our family is coming together to celebrate Thanksgiving with a traditional turkey meal. Just being together is thanksgiving enough for me - the meal is an added bonus!
Last evening I went to a Gilbert and Sullivan symphony concert. It was a lot of fun with singing, and a little acting, and some on-stage antics. Pretty entertaining!
Give thanks with a grateful heart... for God's love is enduring!

With gratitude to Him,
Sandra

God's timetable

2010-10-03T13:58:00.000-07:00

This morning when I came home from church I read our church "magazine." In it there was a quote that really said it all: "The promise of the kingdom is not that we shall escape the hard things but that we shall be given grace to face them, to enter into them, and to come through them. The promise is not that we shall not be afraid. It is that we need not fear fear." What a comfort; what a promise! How true! As I've faced various family hardships, as I've worked at being back at school, as I've adjusted to my "new" normal, I know that I'll be given grace to come through it all. God's timetable is so different than our own, but He knows us and He loves us and He'll hold us in the palm of His hand.
This week is a short teaching week because we have teacher's convention on Thursday and Friday. I can't believe it's already October. The first month of school is already over! Have a good week.

Resting in Him,
Sandra

A Productive Day

2010-09-25T20:04:00.000-07:00

What a beautiful summer (even though it is technically fall) day today! I swept off my deck, and baked cookies, and cleaned up some of my outside plants. It was a productive day!
I found a new massage therapist here in town this past week. She's going to work on both the lymphedema and the frozen shoulder. I really hope it works because I would love to have those problems cleared up. Teaching and moving with the children does help to keep my left shoulder in motion and that's a good thing.
Well, I shall go and sit in my recliner and relax for a bit. Be refreshed and renewed in God's grace tomorrow!

In Him,
Sandra

Life is Fragile

2010-09-18T21:39:00.000-07:00

It was a full week of school and I taught every day! I was tired yesterday afternoon but it was a healthy tired. We've now completed two weeks of school and it's just so good to be back into the routine.
Life is fragile and I've just been reminded of that again as I received news that a dear aunt was taken to heaven to be with Jesus yesterday afternoon. It's sad for us left behind but I know she was a child of God and now she's in a much better place.
Blessings as you worship with God's people tomorrow.

In His love,
Sandra

Friends

2010-09-12T20:05:00.001-07:00

What a wonderful day of worship and praise in God's house with God's people! I played piano for both services and that made the day a little busier, too. On Saturday evening I visited with good friends who I hadn't seen in a while. It's always so refreshing to connect with friends. God puts people in our path to walk along beside us and that's such a blessing and encouragement to me. Thank you for your continued prayers as I adjust to a working schedule and also "work through" the pain in my legs and in my left shoulder.

Love,
Sandra

"Normalcy"

2010-09-09T18:36:00.000-07:00

Three days of teaching are over and it is going well! I love the routine of the days and going back to work just gives me a sense of "normalcy" again. This afternoon I had another physio appointment and things are not as well in that department. My left shoulder has lost significant mobility in one certain movement and a small amount of mobility in another. That was discouraging and just all the pain from moving it is not fun either. What a looooooooong process! I'll just have to keep on exercising through the pain and moving that arm as much as I possibly can.
Take care and have a good evening!

Love, Sandra

Teaching Again!

2010-09-07T18:47:00.000-07:00

What a great day!! It was absolutely fabulous to be at school. I received such a warm welcome back and it was just plain good to be in my classroom once again. I kept the day short and worked from 9-3. I rested when I came home and my legs are not bothering me. That's a very good thing. Maybe sitting on my new stool in the classroom helped as well.
I am overwhelmed by this journey that I've been on, the memories of the past year and a half that keep arising, and my deep gratitude to God for giving me health and strength to return to work. This is truly the day that the Lord has made for each one of us. May we never forget to be glad and rejoice in Him.

Singing His praises,
Sandra

Adjustments

2010-09-02T19:43:00.000-07:00

It's already Thursday and I haven't blogged since Saturday. Can you tell I'm back to work? My days are full and I love preparing for the new school year. I'm very tired in the evenings, however, and can't do very much when I get home from school. I need to put my feet up because my legs are pretty sore. It will take time to gain my strength back. Slowly, slowly.... I have to remind myself to take it one day at a time. I continue to covet your prayers for patience and pain-free legs.

In His strength,
Sandra

Barbecue Time

2010-08-28T15:38:00.000-07:00

Before I dash off to a family barbecue this afternoon I'll just connect with you and say hi. It's been a fun week working at school every day, except Monday. My classroom feels organized; now it's time for meetings, and curriculum work. On Monday all staff will be at school after the summer vacation. It will be so good to see them all and be able to work beside them once again.
Now I must be off. My family calls. Time to catch up on all our trips and enjoy a barbecue, too.
Sabbath blessings to you tomorrow!

Love, Sandra

Getting Organized

2010-08-24T19:36:00.000-07:00

Today I worked at school all day! It was so fun being in my classroom, getting organized. I had a great crew of four helping me out, too. They did all the bulletin board work and that's a huge help to me. My shoulder still isn't good enough to do all kinds of stretching, and pulling, and lifting, and stapling. Tomorrow I'll do a little more preparation and then in two weeks time, when school begins again, I'll feel ready.
Enjoy your week and hope the weather stays nice. It was beautiful today!!

Love, Sandra

Memories

2010-08-22T17:32:00.000-07:00

It was a wonderful cruise! We got in this morning at 7:00 a.m. but of course, you can't all get off the boat right away. What a great week away! Last night at the supper table in the dining room we saw a whale right by the ship! Amazing! Seeing the Mendenhall Glacier in Juneau was a highlight. Those glaciers are so huge and so majestic! Listening to the roar as chunks of ice break off is incredible! Watching porpoises jump in the ocean was awesome. Walking around Saxman Totem Park in Ketchikan in some rare moments of sunshine was memorable. Getting a chocolate on your pillow before bed each evening was just plain decadent. Tonight I get to sleep in my own bed again but I won't be rocked gently to sleep by the waves (and no chocolate, either). Oh well, it's good to be on terra firma once again. It was a holiday I won't soon forget!

Love, Sandra

Cruising Update

2010-08-18T18:05:00.000-07:00

Hello all,
This morning we arrived at Hubbard Glacier. What a phenomenal sight to behold! This glacier is HUGE!!! We took a lot of pictures. We got up close to the glacier with the cruise ship - only about a mile away.
The weather is cool, cloudy, and drizzly. I should have taken more warm sweaters. Who would have known when it was 33 degrees when we left Vancouver?
It's quite the experience - this cruising! We are enjoying the time to relax and all the culinary delights! Tomorrow we dock at Juneau and we are going to see another glacier and of course, explore the town.

Love, Sandra

CRUISING...

2010-08-14T19:21:00.000-07:00

Guess what? I'm going on a cruise!!! I'm off with a friend tomorrow afternoon for one week to Alaska along the Inside Passage. I've never been on a cruise before so I'm very excited, a little nervous, and busy packing. I've heard many good things about the absolutely beautiful scenery. I am going to take a lot of pictures, I think. And being on the water in this heat will be a welcome change. As I was driving in my car this afternoon the temperature outside read 37 degrees!!
I better finish packing now. Maybe I can connect with you as we're sailing, sailing, over the deep, blue sea.

Excitedly,
Sandra

Flying

2010-08-11T16:15:00.000-07:00

I'm amazed how quickly a day flies by! Just incredible! And the sun has come out again, after a few overcast days. I've been hearing a lot of airplanes flying overhead today. I think they're practicing in preparation for the airshow this weekend. Some of them are pretty loud! I remember going to the airshow as a young girl and looking up all day, shielding my eyes from the sun. It was hot standing on the tarmac. I think I'll just listen to them flying high and oh... here comes another one! Flying by...
"God gives wings as eagles;
God gives wings to fly and strength to rise above.
God gives wings as eagles.
When my feet begin to stumble,
And my dreams begin to crumble,
I mount up on eagles' wings."

In His strength,
Sandra

We'll See...

2010-08-09T16:51:00.000-07:00

This afternoon I went for another physio appointment. My shoulder has gained a significant amount of mobility and the physiotherapist was pleased. I was encouraged and had noticed that the shoulder was doing better. All in good time before school begins. Now I'll be able to use both hands better for conducting.
It's been good to have a few days of rain. The earth has soaked up the moisture well and the air has been cleared of haze. Maybe it'll be dry enough this evening, however, to go for a walk. We'll see...

Love,
Sandra

August Beginnings

2010-08-05T19:18:00.000-07:00

A pretty warm and muggy day today. I went out to the library and the air was just so hazy and heavy. You couldn't see the mountains at all.
And guess what I've been doing? Just a little planning, and preparing, and thinking, about a new school year. Oh... it's so delicious to know I can go back full-time! I think I better start getting used to waking up a little earlier. 6:30 a.m. is going to be a real shock to my system!!
A few more weeks of summer first, though. August has only just begun.

Blessings,
Sandra

The Best News Yet!!

2010-08-03T16:03:00.001-07:00

This afternoon I had a visit with my oncologist. She was very pleased at my progress and said I could go to work FULL-TIME! She thought I was doing well and it was encouraging to hear her be so positive. I am elated!! I know it will be a big adjustment but I will be careful and take things on slowly. I'm just so glad that I can begin the year at 100%. I've had a good summer and I think that has given me confidence that my energy level is continuing to increase.
Thank you again for your faithful prayers. God is so good and I marvel at His faithfulness. He makes all things beautiful in His time!!

Singing His praises,
Sandra

A Quiet House

2010-08-01T20:15:00.001-07:00

Yesterday morning my company left to go back home. We had a great week and I enjoyed the time together. I even washed the sheets and changed the beds. Hard work but at least it keeps my left arm moving and I'm learning to work through the pain. It's going to take time so I may as well just keep that sore left shoulder mobile.
On Tuesday I see my oncologist for a two-month check-up. What will she say? I'm always nervous and yet I want to see her so she can say that all is well. Please pray for a really good doctor's visit.
Enjoy the holiday Monday tomorrow, if it's a holiday weekend for you.

In Him,
Sandra

A Place at God's Altar

2010-07-29T18:43:00.000-07:00

Singing songs with my friend yesterday we marvelled at the imagery and the beauty of this one:
"I will seek a place at Your altar,
humbly draw near to You;
I will hide myself in Your shadow,
worship in spirit and truth."
"Even the sparrow has found a home, and the swallow a nest for herself...a place near Your altar, O Lord." Psalm 84:3
This afternoon I went to a first birthday party of a dear little girl. So cute! It reminded me that a year ago I had just completed 5 weeks of radiation. I thought I was done...

In His shadow,
Sandra

Refresh-ment!

2010-07-27T22:22:00.000-07:00

What another beautiful day! I have friends over from Alberta so I am enjoying their company and doing lots of visiting. We sat downstairs in my cool basement this afternoon and did some quilting. This evening we went for a walk around Mill Lake and when we came home we sat on the deck and ate a delicious homemade popsicle! It was so refreshing!

Love, Sandra

Cool as Popsicles

2010-07-24T20:21:00.000-07:00

Phew... I worked hard today. I swept my deck, cleaned my barbecue, played piano, picked up groceries, did 2 loads of wash, cleaned out a kitchen cupboard, and made popsicles! As I was cleaning the cupboard I found my popsicle maker. I don't even remember ever using it before so this afternoon I put it to good use. It certainly is the right weather for something as cool as popsicles!
Have a good Sunday tomorrow.

Blessings,
Sandra

Pulling Weeds

2010-07-22T21:01:00.000-07:00

I did a little gardening this evening - pulling weeds, trimming my roses, pulling off the dead blooms from my petunias and geraniums, and just tidying up. That felt good and it looks a lot neater again. I have some beautiful, yellow roses but they grow all over the place and start falling over and block my sidewalk so I have to keep them trimmed back.
It was pretty cloudy and overcast this morning so I thought it would be a good day to make a pot of soup. It did warm up a lot this afternoon - but I made the soup anyways and it was delicious!
Take care and enjoy the summer days!

Love, Sandra

Birdsong

2010-07-18T19:53:00.000-07:00

A rehearsal, wedding, and a visit with family all kept me occupied the last few days. I played for the wedding so I did some serious practising as well. My arm is still sore, but no worse than before. It seems to be at a standstill - not getting better, nor getting worse.
I sat out on my deck and listened to the birds singing in the trees.
Best of any song
is bird song
in the quiet, but first
you must have the quiet.
(from A Timbered Choir by W. Berry)

Resting in Him,
Sandra

Home again

2010-07-14T21:13:00.001-07:00

My niece and I arrived home in beautiful weather today. It was gorgeous as we drove home from Kelowna, unlike yesterday when we even hit snow!!!! in the Rockies. It was down to 1 degree!! It's good to be home again and sit outside on my deck in the sunshine. My flowers looked so happy and they're blooming beautifully! I wish my arm and shoulder would allow me to do more gardening. Oh well... in time.
Take care and have a good day tomorrow!

Love, Sandra

Wind and Rain

2010-07-12T15:34:00.000-07:00

Whew! We're having a huge wind and rain storm right now! What a weather!!! Today has been a relaxing, home day. My niece and I are packing up again because we're heading back to B.C. tomorrow. We'll do the trip in two days again, stopping in Kelowna this time. I hope the
weather's a little more decent by tomorrow morning. The forecast is just rain, and more rain. Sounds like B.C., doesn't it?

Love, Sandra

Birds of the Air

2010-07-10T11:00:00.000-07:00

Yesterday I went to visit a friend who lives out in the country on a farm. She has beautiful flower gardens and a gorgeous yard and as we sat outside I was fascinated by all the birds. She told me about the pine siskins, the purple martins, the finches, the woodpeckers, the sparrows and the wren that's made a nest in one of her little bird houses. The mama wren scolded us as we sat on the deck because we were in the way of her flight line to feed her young. In the evening I saw the brilliant yellow finches come by to the bird feeder. What a beautiful colour they are! I could become a birder yet!
"Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable that they?... Therefore, do not worry about tomorrow... " (Matt.6:26, 34a)

In His care,
Sandra

Summer Fun

2010-07-07T19:57:00.000-07:00

What a marvelous day! It was sunny and warm and perfect for a trip to Heritage Park. We had such a good day together - going on rides, wandering through old houses, watching a play, eating an ice cream cone, and riding on a paddleboat. Good thing we slathered on sunscreen first and saved ourself any sunburns. Yup - it was a wonderful day!

Love, Sandra

Learning Contentment

2010-07-05T15:32:00.000-07:00

Today was cold and blustery, rainy and very "un-summer-y." It was a good day to stay indoors and do some journal writing, reading, crafts, etc. Tomorrow is supposed to be a nicer and warmer day.
Yesterday morning we had a sermon on contentment. "...for I have learned to be content, whatever the circumstances... I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation..." and then moving on to one of my favourite verses: "I can do everything through Him who gives me strength." (Phil.4:11,12,13)
Help me to be content, Lord, and so be strong in You.

In Him,
Sandra

Wild Life

2010-07-03T13:07:00.000-07:00

We're here in Alberta at my sister's place. Had a good day of driving yesterday. We saw three elk, one coyote, four deer, and we did see a moose but it had been hit and was dead on the side of the road. Ugh - poor thing. Last evening we went for a walk on the park trails behind my sister's place. It was windy, but good to get out and walk. We saw a tree felled by a beaver. This morning we went to a huge farmer's market! It was fun to roam up and down the rows and rows of booths. Alright - my nephews are going to wash my car for me. I better go and move it into the driveway for them.
Have a good weekend and may you be blessed through praise and worship with God's people tomorrow.

Love, Sandra

Driving to Alberta

2010-07-01T21:57:00.000-07:00

Guess what? I'm on my way to Alberta with my niece. We're driving and though it was pretty busy on the road today, we had a good day. We're taking our time and doing the trip in two days so we're staying overnight in a motel. The mountains are so majestic! Hey, maybe we'll even get to see a moose tomorrow!
Time for bed now. I think my niece is almost asleep.

Love, Sandra

Looking Forward

2010-06-29T15:57:00.000-07:00

I went to school today for a staff meeting! Looking ahead to next year -just plain wonderful. As I was going through some things in my little music office, I found papers from before I became ill in January 2009! It made me sad to realize how much time I have missed at school. But now I can look onward and forward!
Yesterday I went to the doctor's to have my shoulder checked out. I had an x-ray done just to rule out any bone problem. I'll continue with physio again tomorrow and try not to do too much activity with my left arm.
Have a good evening!

Love, Sandra

Blessed Assurance

2010-06-27T21:30:00.000-07:00

Had to give my arm a bit of a rest before I wrote up this blog. I played piano for both services today and practised piano in between at home, too, and I could tell. My left arm (especially the shoulder) was rather achy after this evening's service. It was so good to play though. What an awesome way to praise and worship God - through music and singing!
"Blessed assurance: Jesus is mine!
This is my story, this is my song,
Praising my Saviour all the day long."

Singing His praises,
Sandra

Creation Sings!

2010-06-24T14:08:00.000-07:00

This evening my niece already returns to Alberta. That time went fast but it was very good. Yesterday morning I went to school to join the staff and students for the closing chapel. Last year at this time I had made a DVD message for the students because I wasn't able to physically be at school. Now, a year later, I am feeling good and my immune system is strong enough to be in crowds. Praise God for healing mercies!
Last night my niece and I went for a walk on Eagle Mountain. The views up there are spectacular. I had never walked up there before. Wow! God sure created a beautiful world! What an awesome responsibility we have as stewards of that creation. Makes you feel pretty small, and yet so special that God holds each one of us in the palm of His hands.
OK, we're off to the library and to run a few errands. Have a good afternoon!

In Him,
Sandra

The Longest Day

2010-06-21T21:56:00.000-07:00

My niece and I had a slow, relaxing start to our day. We went into town to run some errands, and talked quilting for awhile. We started planning a new quilt to make - maybe we'll have time to begin that tomorrow sometime.
Today was the longest day of the year - June 21 - first day of summer. I can't believe that next week will be July already!
Time for bed... I have to get up on time tomorrow morning so I can go to school for grade 5 chapel.
Goodnight!
Love, Sandra

Sparkle of Light

2010-06-19T20:32:00.000-07:00

What a beautiful day it was! We had a garage sale in our complex and I participated, too, with the help of family and friends. It was just so nice to sit outside and enjoy the gorgeous weather. A perfect day to enjoy the sunshine! My brother put up lights around my deck and now I can hardly wait until it's dark enough so I can enjoy the sparkle of light.
My niece and I are relaxing now. We're tired from our busy day and last night my shoulder bothered me so much that I woke up from the pain. Ugh... that shoulder of mine! Tomorrow we will go to my mom and dad's to celebrate Father's Day.

Love, Sandra

Saying hello...

2010-06-17T17:28:00.001-07:00

This afternoon I was at school again, joining a couple of grade four classes. I so enjoy seeing the students and just being there in that environment again.
One of my nieces from Alberta is arriving here tomorrow morning and she's staying for almost a week. It will be wonderful to have her company and I do have a list of things to keep her busy (...and she thought she was coming for a holiday!).
My supper is ready. Have to go...

Till next time,
Sandra

Ahh...rest!

2010-06-15T20:48:00.000-07:00

Oh my! What a lazy day today. Yesterday I was on the go all day. I left the house at 10:00 a.m. and didn't get back home until 9:30 p.m.! I was at school most of that time, and then went out visiting after that. Whew! It was a wonderful day and I enjoyed every minute of it. Today the recliner was my favourite spot and reading was the most strenuous activity. I had my second massage therapy session this afternoon. Just trying to get that lymph drainage system going. I sure hope it will work and maybe then my shoulder will heal quicker as well.

Love, Sandra

Time

2010-06-13T16:30:00.001-07:00

Yesterday I went for my first massage therapy appointment as another way to improve the lymphedema. What a wonderful way to make things better! If only all treatments could be that relaxing! I'm hoping it will also help my shoulder as well. That's my specific prayer request - no more shoulder pain. It sure is taking a long time to heal. Time... we just had a sermon on time this morning. "But do not forget this one thing, dear friends; with the Lord a day is like a thousand years, and a thousand years are like a day." 2 Peter 3:8

In His time,
Sandra

Great is Your Faithfulness!

2010-06-10T15:53:00.000-07:00

It's rather chilly here after that warmer Ontario air. I can't wait for a warmer, drier, and sunnier weekend. Oh well, it's not officially summer yet!
Today was a quieter day. Yesterday I was on the go all day - and it was good. This morning we had our townhouse complex Bible study. I'm going to miss that when I go back to work in September. Even in the middle of really hard stuff, like cancer, God shows His love and compassion through things like an Ontario trip and a weekly Bible study, etc. etc. Oh, how good is Christ the Lord!
"Because of the Lord's great love we are not consumed,
for His compassions never fail.
They are new every morning;
great is Your faithfulness!" (Lam. 3:23)

In His love,
Sandra

On to the Next Step...

2010-06-07T18:02:00.000-07:00

Home again - back in B.C. I had an awesome trip out East!
Yesterday we all got together at my mom and dad's house to celebrate some family birthdays. We had a fun afternoon together - lots of laughs!
This afternoon I went for another lymphapress treatment - my LAST one! The physiotherapist was pleased with how the sleeve had kept the swelling down so I'll just continue to wear the sleeve and monitor the swelling. Yeah - another step in the healing process. Now I can set up massage therapy treatments to continue to promote proper lymph drainage by the shoulder area. She also said the shoulder can take a very long time to heal and can be sore for at least three months. In my case I think that three months should almost be over. She told me it's a very slow process so I shall be patient and continue to baby it along.
Well, it's turned out to be a nice evening. I think I'll have to go for a walk.

Love, Sandra

Ontario connections

2010-06-05T10:31:00.000-07:00

OK - I experienced a true Ontario thunderstorm last night. It was a doozer - but it didn't last long. It was pretty spectacular actually and pretty loud. And my friend was around to keep me calm. This evening I head back home. It's been a wonderful time here - I connected with so many people, both friends and family. That was just great! I feel like I've been away for ages and yet the time has gone by quickly, too. Does that make any sense?
Enjoy what remains of the weekend and once I get home I'll post up some new pictures.

Blessings,
Sandra

Ontario

2010-06-01T11:05:00.000-07:00

I'm sitting in the public library and able to update you on my stay in Ontario. The weather continues to be sunny and warm. It's beautiful for going for a walk in the evenings. I am enjoying the time with my aunt and uncle and cousin and we're catching up and talking and visiting. Last night my cousin and I walked through an apple orchard. It was a good walk!
Blessings to you on your day!

Love, Sandra

Reflecting, Renewing, and Rejoicing

2010-05-30T12:15:00.000-07:00

I had an awesome day yesterday - seeing people I hadn't seen in a very long time. The anniversary celebrations were just superb and it was great to connect with teachers I had taught with so many years ago. I visited dear friends in town as well and my friend and I even drove past the townhouse that we had rented way back then just for old-times sake. Great fun!!
This afternoon I am heading out to my aunt and uncle's for the week. I may be unable to connect with you for awhile but I'll write again as soon as I can.
The weather is still beautiful - sunny and warm. Just lovely!
A wonderful church service this morning - by faith alone; in Christ alone. How comforting to know!

In Him,
Sandra

Keeping the Beat

2010-05-28T12:35:00.001-07:00

Well, it has cooled down a bit today. Now it's just warm and pleasant. And we didn't get a thunderstorm last night as predicted. Yeah!
You know we are in the age of technology when the teacher asks "How do we know where the whales are?" and a student quickly replies, "With a fishing GPS."
I taught a music class this afternoon and we sang, and clapped, and played instruments, and kept the beat in our feet. Great fun!
Now it's the weekend and I am looking forward to it. Tomorrow I go to the 50th anniversary celebration of the first school that I taught in after completing college. It'll be neat to connect with people I have not seen for a long time.
Enjoy your weekend, too!

Singing His praises,
Sandra

Hot and Humid

2010-05-27T13:02:00.000-07:00

Here I am in Ontario and it's hot and humid! I had a good flight yesterday without any glitches. Always a good thing! I am sitting in the classroom at my friend's school right now and that is very refreshing because it is air-conditioned! I did ask for no thunderstorms while I'm here but that's highly unlikely. One is predicted for this evening. If you know me, you know I do not like thunderstorms at all, but it's Ontario, after all.
I'm enjoying the time away - a break from appointments. The compression sleeve is working on my arm and the flight and the heat are not making it swell up more.
"This is the day that the Lord has made; let us rejoice and be glad in it."

Love, Sandra

Off to Ontario!

2010-05-25T14:53:00.000-07:00

I'm packing my bags and flying away tomorrow to Ontario for a visit and an anniversary. The school where I first began teaching many moons ago is having their 50th anniversary, and I'm going to celebrate with them. That'll be fun - and I'll be able to connect with a lot of people, I hope. I'm going to visit my aunt and uncle there as well and enjoy some time with friends.
I had another physio appointment this morning and my shoulder is doing better. The range of motion is improving and the pain is a little less.
So back to my suitcase... The next post will be from out east!

Love, Sandra

Long weekend

2010-05-22T13:07:00.000-07:00

Just waiting for my mom and dad to come over. We're going to celebrate an uncle's birthday this afternoon. Yesterday I was at school again - can't stay now!! It was so good to be there and I'm dreaming and planning for next year already. I am feeling good and my arm is doing well in the new sleeve. My shoulder is slowly improving and I am thankful for that. Have a wonderful long weekend - I'm hoping for that sun to come out brightly sometime soon!!

Love, Sandra

More Than We Ask

2010-05-19T17:08:00.000-07:00

I'm still smiling and I just can't stop. I didn't realize how much I wanted to hear my doctor say I could return to work. Thank you so much, dear family and friends, for all your prayers. Sharing my excitement with me through your encouraging emails, your phonecalls, and your face-to-face chats has made this time even more special.
"Glory be to God whose power, working in us, can do infinitely more than we can ask or imagine." (Eph. 3:21)

Singing His praises,
Sandra

YES!!

2010-05-17T14:50:00.000-07:00

I went to see my oncologist this morning and we had a very good visit! She asked if I'd like to go back to work in September. Of course, I said YES!!! I am so excited to be able to dream about my music classroom again and all my wonderful students! My doctor was pleased that the lymphedema is under control and hopefully the sleeve will keep it that way. I'll continue with physio for my shoulder (it's still pretty painful) and I'll stay on the pain medication for my legs. I will see my doctor again at the beginning of August - she is definitely keeping close tabs on me. I'm fine with that.
I'm just excited and smiling from ear to ear! It's the best news I could have received. Thank you for your prayers, even as I know you said them this morning while I was at my appointment. In health and strength day by day, let Christ be glorified. To God be the glory, great things He has done!

Singing His praises,
Sandra

True Hope

2010-05-16T18:58:00.000-07:00

"The mystery in a nutshell is just this: Christ is in you, so therefore you can look forward to sharing in God's glory." (Col.1:27 The Message) That's true hope - that's the only hope. Because Christ lives in me, my image is restored and I can glorify my Saviour!
In every song we sing, in the praises that we bring,
let Christ be glorified.
In the service that we give, and the lives that we live,
let Christ be glorified.
To worship with God's people and be renewed in hope and strength - that is the joy of today!
Please pray that the visit with my oncologist tomorrow morning will be only encouraging news.

Love,
Sandra

New Sleeve

2010-05-14T20:35:00.001-07:00

This afternoon I got my new compression sleeve and it's so much more comfortable, better fitting, and I know it'll be more effective, too. I'm so glad it came in today. Finally the lymphedema can be properly managed. What a relief!
What another beautiful day, too! It feels like summer, doesn't it? It's time to put my patio furniture back on the deck so I can sit outside again.
I've been thinking back to last year at this time - still in chemo, no hair, and staying away from crowds. As I think ahead to Monday's visit to my oncologist, I pray that all will stay well. I need to keep on trusting, knowing that I can lean on the everlasting arms.
"The eternal God is your refuge, and underneath are the everlasting arms." (Deut.33:27)

Trusting in Him,
Sandra

The Lymphedema Saga...

2010-05-11T14:36:00.000-07:00

Isn't it just gorgeous weather? I love the sunshine but I am getting a little tired of my lymphedema saga. And it continues... This morning I went back to physio after one week away, and wearing my new compression sleeve. Well, my arm was not good - it had swelled up considerably in places. That meant the sleeve was not working. So I was fitted for another sleeve, and had a treatment this morning, and another one tomorrow morning, and yet again on Friday afternoon. Oh my, oh my... I'll get lots of reading in this week, won't I? Hopefully, by Friday my new sleeve will be in, too. The good thing is that for now I'm not wearing a sleeve at all - because it's not working anyways. Freedom!!
I've been talking to several people lately about prayer - sometimes there are answers we clearly see, and sometimes it seems as if no answers come at all. But maybe, as I was reading yesterday in a book, our fervent, pleading prayers are meant to "absorb all manner of pain, and transform it into hope." I like that because I live in hope - constant, God-given hope.

Hope-full in Him,
Sandra

Music "Stuff"

2010-05-07T17:34:00.001-07:00

Today has been a full and busy day! This morning I practiced with the praise team for Sunday. I'm going to play piano in church on Sunday. My left hand and shoulder were sore and tired after I had played for an hour or so but it settled down quickly. I'm still trying to get used to the sleeve on my left arm. It's not always very comfortable.
This afternoon I went to school and taught the grade 3 music classes. That was such a joy to do! I loved being in the music room, singing and talking about music "stuff."
My deck just got pressure-washed this afternoon. I hope it stays warm and sunny over the weekend and then maybe I'll even be able to sit outside for a bit.
Enjoy the weekend!

Singing His praises,
Sandra

Hair Cut

2010-05-05T15:40:00.000-07:00

I just went for my first haircut in over a year this afternoon. I needed to get it trimmed and shaped a little - and the curls are still there, especially in the back. My hair styles nicely all on its own. My hairdresser didn't have to use any product, or dry it with the blow dryer. Isn't that so cool? I've never had hair that styles itself!!
I'm wearing my new compression sleeve, too. That will take some getting used to. I don't find it really comfortable and I have to get used to it being over my thumb and hand. More adjusting... But at least I can play piano again and that seems to go fairly well.
This morning I went for physio on my shoulder again. Though it's very sore right now because it was manipulated, it is feeling better than before. My physiotherapist says we caught it before it went into a frozen shoulder, so hopefully this treatment will prevent that from occurring.
OK - time for a cup of tea.

Love, Sandra

Music Monday

2010-05-03T16:17:00.000-07:00

This morning I went to school so I could listen to the students sing for Music Monday. I love Music Monday! I love the idea that all across Canada, at the same time, students are singing the same song; sharing their love of music! You did a great job of singing, students! I really enjoyed the song Sing, Sing. Usually we sing outside for Music Monday but that sure wasn't able to happen this year! It was raining, and hailing, and windy, and just plain cold and miserable. And now the sun is shining, and it's much warmer - how fickle the weather is today!
"I'm gonna sing, sing, sing, sing, sing out loud..."

Singing His praises,
Sandra

Make Music!

2010-04-30T11:54:00.000-07:00

Oh dear - I'm a little behind in posting an update, aren't I? This past week has been full of appointments and sitting long times in physio rooms - but I also got in a lot of reading! My shoulder continues to be sore, but if I don't make the wrong movements, I can keep the pain somewhat under control. I will only be going for one more lymphapress treatment next week. I will be fitted then with a compression sleeve so I don't need my arm and fingers bandaged up all the time. Yay, I'll be able to play piano again!
" I shall sing (and play) to Yahweh all my life,
make music for my God... (Ps.104:33)
Just feeling better today - able to look forward, hopeful in the treatments, abiding in God's love, feeling strengthened by your prayers and encouragement in this long journey!

Love in Christ,
Sandra

Away...

2010-04-26T16:31:00.001-07:00

Had a wonderful weekend away with my brother and sister-in-law and nieces. We were in Seattle and it was the first time I walked through Pikes market and saw them throwing fish around! We had such a good time and the weather was even warm enough for a picnic in a park with the Seattle skyline in view. I slept long this morning because I've been waking up in the night with such a painful left shoulder. No fun! Tomorrow morning I go for physio again and put the arm in the lymphapress. Please pray for healing in my shoulder, and the swelling to go down in the left arm.

In Him,
Sandra

Shoulder to Finger-tips

2010-04-23T20:18:00.000-07:00

OK - I'm getting better at this one-armed thing. I'm so bandaged up actually, that it feels like my arm is in a cast, from shoulder to finger tips. I spent three and a half hours at physio this morning. Lots of work - this recuperation business. Actually two of those hours my arm is in the lymphopress and I can sit and read comfortably. The physiotherapist thinks I may have the beginnings of "frozen shoulder," therefore, the pain in my shoulder with so many of the movements I make. So, more exercises, and heat, and TENS machine, etc.
The remainder of the day was spent quietly at home, reading and resting.

Love, Sandra

All Wrapped Up

2010-04-21T16:30:00.000-07:00

This is going to be short. My left arm is so wrapped up in bandages that it's hard to keyboard, or do anything with it. I have to keep moving it, but that's pretty hard to do. It could be a long next couple of weeks! Sure hope it helps!!

My Left Arm

2010-04-19T16:28:00.001-07:00

What a gorgeous, warm day today! Perfect weather for an afternoon stroll. Tomorrow I have to go and pick up supplies so I can begin my lymphedema treatments in earnest on Wednesday morning (finally). My physiotherapist will teach me how to wrap up my arm myself. I hope I can do that. Sounds like quite the procedure! She says even my fingers will be wrapped so I won't be able to play the piano! That's going to be hard on me - I'll have to play songs with the right hand only or get a piano with wider keys so even bandaged fingers will fit on them! I'm just relieved that we're getting started on my arm - it's pretty sore and getting more and more limited in its movement.

Love, Sandra

More Concerts

2010-04-17T15:25:00.000-07:00

A week later and I'm going to another VSO concert tonight! I'm very excited about it - tonight is a concert with acrobats and jugglers, called Cirque de la Symphonie. Sounds good, eh? I wonder how they'll combine the circus with symphonic music!
Last evening I heard Brahms German Requiem - a gorgeous musical work! It was beautifully sung, and it always is better when you have your own connection to the music. I sang that work myself in a choir years ago, so I could sing along "in my head."
Just have to leave you with a quote that I read this morning: "Through surprise our inner eyes are opened to the amazing fact that everything is gratuitous. Nothing at all can be taken for granted. And if it cannot be taken for granted, it is gift." (D. Steindl-Rast)
May my life be open to the surprise of God's gifts each and every day!

Blessings,
Sandra

Cute Little Lambs

2010-04-14T18:07:00.001-07:00

This afternoon I went to my mom and dad's for tea. We sat outside on the deck because it was so beautiful and warm!! And I got to visit with the new baby lambs! My parents are bottle-feeding two of the tiniest lambs because they've been rejected by the mother ewes. So I got to feed one of them their afternoon bottle! They are just so cute! And of course, they love people and being cuddled.
Tonight it's off to the middle school fine arts evening! Maybe I'll see you there!!

Love, Sandra

The Day After

2010-04-12T16:49:00.001-07:00

It was a great birthday yesterday! I really enjoyed the day. Thanks to all of you for birthday wishes, cards, gifts, phonecalls, emails, ecards, visits, and "Happy Birthday" renditions. It was all so celebratory and I just had such a good time!
Today has been a very laid-back day after all the festivities. The frustration of today was that my lymphopress treatments got postponed for another week. Now they won't start the wrapping until next week Wed. (Apr.21) because apparently they don't have the supplies here. I just want it to be done so I have my arm back... but I have to wait again!! Another lesson in patience, or something like that.
Time to go -talk to you again soon.

Love, Sandra

Special Day Coming!!!

2010-04-10T16:17:00.000-07:00

It's VSO night tonight and we're going to listen to a piano concerto by Grieg, I think! The concerts are always good and I'm looking forward to it. First, it's out for dinner and then it's concert time. Relaxing, refreshing, and enjoyable.
And it's Birthday Eve - tomorrow I can celebrate another year! How grateful I am to be able to enjoy my birthday this year. Last year I had just finished chemo treatment number one. Thank you, God, for life, and the true joy and anticipation of days ahead!
Bask in God's love tomorrow as you worship Him with fellow believers!

In Him,
Sandra

Tulips and Snow!

2010-04-08T17:13:00.000-07:00

Can you believe it? I woke up to a dusting of snow on the ground this morning! Snow in April with the tulips blooming and the rhododendrons just starting to appear. What's that all about?
Last night as I was sitting at my dining room table, I heard an owl hooting in the trees just behind my place. It sounded so close by. Maybe he was warning me about the snow!
My car is up and running again. I was able to get it repaired on Tuesday so I had it back by Tuesday evening. It was the starter motor that was broken and without that - it just won't go!
I am feeling good but my left arm continues to be very sore and I have to be very careful how I move it because it can be very sore. I hope that goes away over the next couple of weeks with the lymphopress treatments.
Have a good evening!
Love, Sandra

Generosity

2010-04-06T16:03:00.000-07:00

I've been carless yesterday and today - my car refused to start but it's getting fixed now. Hope to have it by this evening again. Just been enjoying my tulips at home, and reading, and crafting, and visiting, and washing, and ironing, and just relaxing.
"Gratitude takes nothing for granted...
You acknowledge that you are surrounded by God's indescribable generosity.
You awaken to the fact that your life is a gift." (Don Postema)
My life is certainly a gift; each new day is a gift, too.

In Him,
Sandra

HE IS RISEN!

2010-04-04T19:25:00.000-07:00

Hallelujah, Christ the Lord is risen today! The glory and the power of the resurrection give us hope and joy! Just had to post the tulip pictures (photographs courtesy of JEB) taken this afternoon when we walked through the tulip fields and gardens in Washington. After attending a jubilant Easter service and singing those powerful Easter hymns, seeing the fields of tulips just spoke of new life! The colours were so magnificent!
Now I'm back home again and there are vases of tulips all over my house. It was a great few days away and I enjoyed the change of scenery.

Singing His praises,
Sandra

Away for the weekend!

2010-04-02T22:37:00.000-07:00

I know it's pretty late but I had to touch base with you. A friend and I are away for the weekend, enjoying (enduring?) the April showers (and blustery wind). We're hoping to see some beautiful fields of flowers but today we went shopping instead. The weather was just not conducive to tip-toeing through any tulip fields (but we bought enough shoes to go tip-toeing)!! It's just fun to be away for awhile - I'll put up with a few raindrops. At least I don't have to worry about my hair in this weather. These curls are staying in!!

Love, Sandra

Goodbye to March

2010-03-31T20:03:00.000-07:00

What a wonderful Wednesday! I went to school this morning to talk to a class; then went to the staffroom to celebrate a baby's arrival. After that I went to a friend's house for lunch, and finished off my galavanting with a trip to the library. Since I came home I have been reading in my recliner. I finished a book entitled The Cello Suites about J.S. Bach, and a famous cellist named Casals, and the mystery of the original manuscripts of the music. I was intrigued and thoroughly enjoyed the book!

Happy reading!
Sandra