It's hard to know what to write. I talked to both my oncologist and my GP on Thursday night and Friday. Tests show that I need a biopsy again and it is recommended to be done soon. Needless to say, I am anxious about what this all means but I cannot get ahead of things. I don't have a biopsy date or time yet but I hope it will happen this week. I will keep you informed as my mind takes in all this information and tries to adjust. Sometimes I am calm, other times I am very restless. I am not very focused on anything but baking helps settle me down so I've got lots of cookies and muffins in the house. Please pray for miraculous results and peace that passes all understanding.
Hoping in Him,
Sandra
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Dear Sandra,
ReplyDeletewe will carry your burdens to Jesus with you and ask HIM to care for you like it says in 1. Peter 5, 7: 'Casting all your care upon him; for he careth for you.'
Sandra, the following is a poem we received in an e-mail today by Cathy Hardy, who created two CD's with Taize` music and meditations.
"It has been hard to say,
‘I did what I could’ – when that means that I have to admit
That I can’t hold everything
Together all the time.
To allow things to fall and crash and break
To allow things to get lost and not found
To allow misperceptions and judgements to be – without freaking
To allow my carefully laid plans to fall apart
To allow the feeling of emptiness to come close to me when I feel that things are slipping through my fingers
To allow my heart to say
YES
To YOU
In the midst of these moments
And not lose heart
To be willing to be turned upside down
And shaken loose of my firm grip on things
So I can rest
In my poverty and humanity
And celebrate the mystery,
The paradox, The miracle of
Emmanuel – God with us.
Cathy Hardy
Cathy AJ Hardy
Cathy's Music Studio
kateajhardy@shaw.ca
(604) 814. 0199
Music is the poetry of the air. ~Richter
Greetings from Anja (and family)
Praying for the perfect peace of Jesus to comfort you right now.
ReplyDelete♥ Sarah